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    Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
    11:23 am
    I'm sitting in the school computer lab... woo hoo. I've had a very interesting couple of days. I signed up for a thing on ALT.com which is a site for posting profiles having to do with BDSM and alternative lifestyles. It's pretty cool. I've talked to some very interesting people on line so far and hopefully I'll be able to meet some friends in the philly area who share similar interests. I also finally got in touch with Mistress D'arcy on the phone yesterday and her and I have an appointment to talk on Sunday night about the domme lifestyle and my getting started. I hope she likes me :) So we'll see how that goes, I really want to get more into the professional mindset of domination so I'm hoping D'arcy will be my spring board. I'm also really proud of myself that I can talk about all of this like it's okay. I used to be pretty closed off about the details of my interests in BDSM. Clearly, as most of you know, I wasn't that private about some of it... But just in the past month or so I've figured out that I don't like being private about it, I want to talk about it and I want to share it with others. I love explaining to people what it's REALLY all about and I love getting ideas from others who are into the same things. I've actually has a few couples contact me because they want to me "teach" them how to play the dom and sub roles on their own. So, long story short life is beginning to take a better path for me, finally! I got called with a job offer this morning and I have another one pending. School is going well. And I'm able to express myself more freely then I have in a long time. Yay me! I still you guys terribly but I'm sort of planning a trip to Boston in the near future, probably October or November.

    Current Mood: accomplished
    Monday, September 6th, 2004
    11:46 am
    Happy Labor Day everyone...? I'm headed to my parent's house in a little while for some Bar B Q.

    I don't know if any of you know DJ Addam but I just got the photos back from a photo shoot he and I did a few months ago. Some of the prints are really beautiful. I want to think of something cool to do with them around my apartment. So if any of you know cool things to do with photos besides frame them and hang them let me know.

    So no one had come to visit me yet! There's something wrong with that damn it. Unfortunately, my financial status is going to prevent me from coming to Boston this month but maybe in October, we'll see. If I come visit I need some one to do trixy with me :)

    Any way, not much else going on. School is going fine, my classes should become interesting as we get into the material, right now they're very boring. I must run, I have a train to catch.

    A

    Current Mood: content
    Monday, August 30th, 2004
    9:36 pm
    First day of classes today...oh so exiting. I'm happy to be back in school again. Back to the hustle and bustle of college life, it keeps me distracted from thinking about everything else. Not much else going on at the moment. My apartment looks great. I just built a bunch a drawers and things for my clothes (no more suitcase, yay) and I finally got my TV onto a TV stand and off my coffee table. So thing are slowly starting to look home here. Once again, any time you guys want to come visit just you're more then welcome. Actually, that seems to be the biggest problem since I moved - I'm not used to living alone and it's really hard. I'm such a people person that I'm having a really hard time keeping occupied by myself. So I've become much more prone to randomly just walking around the city and going to little pubs and coffee shops alone in desperation to meet people to save me from myself. If I don't then I just think too much and end up driving myself insane, or more insane then I already am. Well, I suppose there's always some cleaning I could be doing...

    A

    Current Mood: blah
    Tuesday, August 24th, 2004
    12:45 pm
    oooops, I may NOW be working as a professional dom......as apposed to me not working as a dom. My typos amuse me some times.
    12:41 pm
    Well, it has been a very good couple of days (besides the last few minutes when I read all the comments from my last post and cried - I love you guys). I wish had the money to just hop on a train and scoot up to Boston for a few days...but sadly, I don't. Any way, the past few days have been good because I finally got my apartment. I'm in a huge studio on the 10th floor at 13th and Walnut. I know that does not mean much to you guys but, it's right in the middle of a very cool part of Philadelphia (and I'm across the street from a gay bar...heehee). So this means any number of you can come and visit me when ever you want and you have a free place to crash. So no more excuses, I expect visitors! damn it.
    Also, since I moved into center city I'm trying to work my way into the fetish scene here. I've found a dom named Darcy who is willing to "take me under her wing" or her whip... Either way, I may or not be trying to work as a professional dom. There's another reason to come and visit me...I need to practice :) But that's a far off thing, I wont even actually go see Darcy for another month, so it's a work in progress.
    Let's see, other then that, school starts on Monday. I was on campus yesterday running some errands and I'm pretty excited about the school year. And I decided to have a party tonight because some of my friends from high school will be in the area. So it's looking to be an alright kind of day...

    A

    Current Mood: content
    Tuesday, August 17th, 2004
    9:08 pm
    Boo
    I'm back. I can't even to begin to describe how crazy life has been since I left all of you in Boston as I traveled back home to Philadelphia. To make a long story short, I miss all of you terribly and want nothing more then to be around you again. Unfortunately, that will not be the case. I am to continue my undergrad work at Temple U in Philly, equally as far from all of you as I have felt for the past year. I've been catching up on my reading and it seems as though all is well with everyone. Things here are slowly getting better. I'm quickly moving into my apartment within the next few days and things will go from there. It's good to feel apart of your lives again, even if it's only though a shallow computer screen...

    A

    Current Mood: depressed
    Sunday, February 23rd, 2003
    2:21 pm
    -o0-
    Okay, lets see...I haven't posted anything in a really long time which made me kind of upset today when I thought about. I realized that I missed reading about the things going on with my friends outside of school, esspecially because I don't get to see them as often as I used to. So I thought I'd start to write in here more often again so that I feel like I still keep in touch with the people I love who I only get to see once a week.

    So, school is going well. I have a research paper due this friday on a book I haven't read yet. But I'll pull it off, cause I'm good like that. Had fun at Rocky last night, it seemed like eveyone else did too. It's always a little awkward to see Alicia only cause it reminds me of things that shouldn't have happened, but I'm so glad they did... I hope she had a good birthday though. I like it that she has no idea who I am, that makes me feel just slightly less wierd when she's around. Yea, so speaking of Ben, if anyone was wondering he's doing really well. He's working at some video store on the weekends and going to class (all fo them) during the week. He really wants to try and make it back up to Boston either next semester or the one after. I'll keep everyone posted...

    Other than that nothing really exiting happeneing in my life right now. My mom just turned 50 which is why I missed Rocky last weekend. The Rasputina show was great. But most of all I miss you guys. So if anyone wants to hang out at all feel free to give me a call or something. I have a lot of work to do but I also get really restless really easily and there's only so much to do around campus. Ok, so that was my plea for someone to please love me and come hang out with me. I'm done.

    ~A

    Current Mood: cheerful
    Sunday, January 26th, 2003
    11:19 pm
    wow, I'm back from the dead...
    ok, so I just realized today that, holy shit, I still have a LJ! I guess I've been a little preoccupied for the past month or so. Between Ben leaving, my mom's surgery, the Eagles loosing, the list goes on and on. Bottom line being that LJ has been the last thing on my mind.

    So, I've really got crack down on school. Everyone pretty much knows the story already... The only unfortunate part is that I get to see less of some of my favorite people. But I'm still gonna be at Rocky every saturday, it's my sanity to get me through the week of working. School's going pretty well so far. I've managed to stay on top of my home work and I'm getting enough sleep, finally, which feels great.

    Other than that, my xmas break was good but too long. Being back in Boston is much much more fun. Oh, and I got to perform again last weekend which was sooooo fun. I wasn't so freaked out this time and I had a blast. Now doing lights and just being there is so boring, I want to perform more often. Oh well, maybe next year I'll get a full time part.

    Well, I'm in Jon's room so I'm gonna get off the computer and go have a cigarettte with him. I'll be writing more often now seeing as it's a way for my to avoid getting my school work done.

    A

    Current Mood: bouncy
    Wednesday, December 18th, 2002
    4:24 am
    Oh buy oh boy
    seems to be a popular result...

    louis
    Which *Interview with the Vampire* character are you?

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    anyway, it feels almost odd to write in LJ again after so long. I stoppped wiritng for a while because of finals and things like that. But life has slowed down and I have no more school until January, which feels great!

    Oh, on a little side note, I'm not sure who reads my LJ posts and who doesn't but just so everyone knows, Ben is back in New Jersey now. He's not coming back. I don't want this to sound mean in any sort of way but could people please please please not ask me about it any more. We are still together but it really makes me quite upset to talk about it right now. I know, whine whine whine bitch bitch bitch... I'm done now.

    So I'm performing Columbia this weekend...should be interesting. I wish I felt like I knew what I was doing. I really didn't think I was going to get a part so I only learned what I needed for auditions, and nothing else. So I have some work to do before Saturday. I'm also doing trixi with Karla which should be really fun. heh

    Lord of the Rings rocked my world, again! I love the story so much I could watch these movies over and over. I recomend going to see it, it was better than the first one.

    Alright, I'm sleepy now. Nighty night

    ~A

    Current Mood: tired
    Thursday, December 12th, 2002
    2:06 am
    Oh bot am I stressed out. Finals are coming up and I'm not really very happy about that. I know I'm only a freshman and the year is only half over but bad grades suck - and I'm getting them. One would think I'de be used to getting bad grades by now but nonono, they still suck. A lot. Yes, so I'm freaking out about finals and other than that life is pretty good. I'm quite excited to play Columbia on the 21st, it should be really fun. I'm also happy about the people who got the parts - Ruthie and Lisa should be really great. Well, I really need to sleep, lots, cause I have to finish a paper thats due tomorrow by 4 when I wake up. That means I have to wake up kind of early...ew. So I'm off to go night nights. much fun at ManRay tonight with my girlies Bee and Karla and Rachel, and...George...?...I guess. Can't wait to pitch my preshow next week, lalalalalala, yea I'm really sleepy

    night

    ~A

    Current Mood: exhausted
    Wednesday, December 11th, 2002
    3:59 am
    okay, this is pretty funny I guess. That or this guy is just crazy confused, or maybe he's not....

    http://maddox.xmission.com/gothics.html
    3:58 am
    okay, this is pretty funny I guess. That or this guy is just crazy confused, or maybe he's not....

    http://maddox.xmission.com/gothics.html
    Tuesday, December 10th, 2002
    10:32 am
    okay, I feel like such a slaker. I haven't posted anything in a while. Oh well. I have to run to class now but more later... yesyes lots more

    ~A

    Current Mood: drained
    Thursday, December 5th, 2002
    9:33 pm
    okay, so I'm still really bored and I have nothing to do. I think I'm going to resort to throwing snow balls outside with some BU friends. If anyone gets bored give me a call (some how that never seems to work). Going clothes shopping with Karla and Rachel tomorrow. Should be a good time. Then I think we're going to Trent's or something like that...I'm not really sure. Finals are approaching which makes me really nervous. I really need to study my ass off. Alright, off to get really cold and wet, but we'll have fun too...I guess ::shivers::

    ~A

    Current Mood: blah
    3:01 pm
    wow, I'm so bored waiting for Ben to get here that I've resorted to taking every interesting quiz possible. Holy christ on a crutch I'm lame...

    that
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    wow, I'm so bored waiting for Ben to get here that I've resorted to taking every interesting quiz possible. Holy christ on a crutch I'm lame...

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    okay, well thats no fucking surprise...

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    having sex while stealing cars!!! good god damn is she hot in that movie \m/

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    A
    You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, it's action that counts not obscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern.


    I'm so glad to be back in Boston. Being at the preshow meeting last night reminded me of how much I missed everyone. I ended up in both preshows this weekend which should be fun. I love the Nightmare Before Christmas one - wonderful movie. Not much to say. I'm pretty bored if anyone wants to hang out at all just give me a call.

    ~A


    Current Mood: sleepy
    Thursday, November 28th, 2002
    1:45 am
    la dee da
    ho hum, today was pretty busy. i got up and made myself some eggs. i love feeling right at home, just like i never left. then my mom and my sister and i went to the mall to do some holiday shopping for the family (chanukah starts on friday so we need gifts!). so my sister just told me to pick stuff out at hot topic and she'd get it for me. so i have a new button-down black shirt with a tie and some new thigh-highs. we got my mom a waffle press and some cinnamon waffle mix (she's a kitchen kinda mom) and we got my dad a few movies and one of those dancing hampster thingies. the hampster has an eagles jersey on and he sings we are the champions, it's oh so cute.

    yea, and i finally got new underwear and bras - thank god! so now i have new things to show off at rocky parties...heh.

    yea, so i liked being home for a little while and now all i want to do is get back to boston as soon as i can. i haven't even seen any of my friends from philly yet and i want to go back and hang out with my girlies, and go to rocky this saturday.. and stay with ben... and ugh! oh well, i guess i'll quite the complaining and go to sleep now. it feels really really odd to sleep in a big bed in a completely dark room with no one around and in complete silence - it's almost spooky.

    ::sulks:: good night guys, i miss you

    ~A

    Current Mood: distressed
    Wednesday, November 27th, 2002
    1:16 am
    It's been a while...
    It's been a really long time since I've posted anything. Heh As apposed to my normal rant about nothing, a lot has happened in the last week or so which is why I haven't really had the time to post anything.

    I resolved the crap with my mom, and no, I'm not dropping chem. I do, however, need to work my butt off in chem now so that I dont fail...minor details of coarse.

    Okay, so after I read that email from my mom I got into a fight with Ben. We paused the fight when Karla picked me up to go to preshow and swiftly continued it as soon as we could talk alone again. I hate fighting with him. I also hate trying to get him to say things I knew he wasn't going to say. I just really needed to get a lot of shit off of my chest. I wanted him to tell me what I wanted to here because that would have made me feel better but he didn't, he decided to say some of the right things and most of the wrong things and he ended up making me more angry in the end. Bottom line of our fight was that I will never feel completely secure with him. Our relatioship will never been as strong as it could possibly be because I will never be completely trusting and comfortable. Oh well, I never expected to find a wonderful relationship during my freshman year of college any way. Now don't get me wrong, I'm having a ball being with Ben. He's great, he's funny, and he's a sweet guy. It just sucks that the relationship will never go any farther emotionally than where it is right now.

    Enough about that - there's more! The Rasputina show was wicked cool. Much loves for James, Gina, and Karla for taking me ::blows kisses::

    Yea, so I'm at home now (Philly home). I miss everyone all ready. Hope everyone has a lovely holiday and I will be back in time to hang out on sunday night if anyone is interested.

    Current Mood: calm
    Wednesday, November 20th, 2002
    2:06 pm
    I just got quite the strong-worded from my mother. I emailed her to tell her that I was thinking about dropping chem so that it didn't pull down my GPA. Also, it would make my happier to take the easier chem next year rather than the one I'm now. She wrote me an email back that was so demanding I feel like I'm in high school again and she's looming over me telling me exactly what I'm supposed to do and expecting me to do it asap. She gave me some bull shit about not dissrespecting or not disshonering my family or some shit. She told me to get my head on straight and re-focus on academics. That probably is a good point. However, my favorite line in the whole thing was "quit the Rocky Horror Picture immediatly." She hates it that I'm doing something non-academic that's pulling me away from BU and from my studying. Granted, Rocky can be a bit overwhelming at times, theres no reason why I can't get back on track with school and continue to do Rocky. Damn it I hate when my mom does this. And I just was talking to Rachel and Karla about how much better she's gotten now that I left for school. She has this incredible ability to scare the shit out of me no matter what she does. As soon as she sounds mad I just automatically want to do everything she asks me to for fear of her getting even more mad. But I know I don't want to do what she's telling me to do... arrrg I hate parents and hate decisions and I hate school. Fuck fuck fuck. Well, hopefully I'll chill out before the prechow meeting tonight or else I probably shouldn't go. It sucks I can't afford Man Ray tonight, that would be a great sress reliever.

    I want to go crawl in hole ::meep::

    ~A

    Current Mood: pissed off
    Tuesday, November 19th, 2002
    1:57 pm
    I haven't posted anything in forever. It's partially because I was so over tired I couldn't get out of bed all last week and then partially because this weekend was absolutly crazy. I was out with Ben and Jon friday night playing pool, went to the show saturday night and then went to JD's. Didn't sleep for even a minute saturday night and was back at the theatre at 10:30 am sunday to do lights for the auditions. Of coarse I was so tired anyone who was at the auditions can tell you that I did an absolutly horrid job at lighting but oh well. I finally got my ass back in gear school wise and I caught up as much as I could. So I feel better now ::happy dancing::

    I get to go to the Tori Amos show with Rachel and Karla tonight ::uber happy dancing:: I can't wait, it's gonna be so much fun! Yes, lets see, the concert, and I'm trying to learn Columbia still for auditions on sunday, and , um, I'm quite exited to go home in a week for Thanksgiving. I finally get to see some old friends that I haven't seen since we all left for college. And also my the daughter of some of our closest family friends is getting Bat Mitzvahed on Thanksgiving weekend - so that will be fun to see them too.

    I think I'm gonna go pund more Columbia lines into my head, yesyes, pain is good.

    ~A

    Current Mood: blah
    Friday, November 15th, 2002
    6:28 pm
    Ho Hum
    Nothing new really in my life ::sigh:: It was quite interesting to read Kyle and Jorge's little survey thingies so I thought I'd fill it out too - yes - I'm that bored. Saw Ocean's 11 last night for the first time - pretty cool movie. I love movies like that with a little twist at the end that makes the whole movie all of a sudden make sense...yea...speaking of movies like that I then watched Usual Suspects today insted of taking a nap. I figured it was time better spent watching a quiality film such as that rather than sleep the late afternoon away (never question my logic). So now I guess I'm just sitting in my room really fuckin bored. If anyone knows of anything going on tonight or wants to hang out...give me a call.

    Layer One - Stats...
    -- Name: Alyssa Rachel Gross
    -- Birthdate: 04-22-84
    -- Birthplace: Jenkintown, PA
    -- Current Location: Boston, MA
    -- Eye Color: Brown
    -- Hair Color: Black
    -- Height: 5'6"
    -- Weight: 120 or so
    -- Righty or Lefty: Righty
    -- Zodiac Sign: Taurus

    Layer Two - Describe...
    -- Your heritage: Latvian, a little Rusian, Polish
    -- The shoes you wore today: my sneakers
    -- Your hair: long and straight
    -- Your eyes: big and very expressive
    -- Your weakness: I get easily attatched to people
    -- Your fears: rejection
    -- Your perfect pizza: lots and lots of cheese and a thick crust
    -- Goal you'd like to achieve:

    Layer Three - Tell...
    -- Your most overused phrase on AIM: :)
    -- Your thoughts first waking up: an exuse not to go to class
    -- Your best physical feature: my face and my hair
    -- Your bedtime: some where inbetween 1am and 5am
    -- Your greatest accomplishment: riding at the Devon horse show
    -- Your most missed memory: ignorance

    Layer Four - You prefer...
    -- Pepsi or Coke: Coke
    -- McDonald's or Burger King: McD's for french fries, Burger King for everything else
    -- Adidas or Nike: New Balance
    -- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
    -- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
    -- Cappucino or coffee: Coffee

    Layer Five - Do you...?
    -- Smoke: not as much as I used to
    -- Cuss: like a fuckin sailor
    -- Sing well: I love to sing, the actual quality of my voice is questionable
    -- Have a crush(es): I guess, if he counts as a crush
    -- Who are they: my boyfriend
    -- Do you think you've been in love: I think so
    -- Want to go to college: that's what I'm in Boston for
    -- Like(d) high school: I did
    -- Want to get married: yes
    -- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: not at all
    -- Believe in yourself: at times, but usually not without encouragment
    -- Get motion sickness: ocasionally
    -- Think you're attractive: depends on what I'm wearing and how I'm feeling
    -- Think you're a health freak: oh hell no
    -- Get along with your mother: we're starting too
    -- Get along with your father: better than I get aling with anyone else
    -- Like thunderstorms: they fascinate the hell out of me
    -- Play an instrument: Bass and flute (no, I never went to band camp)

    Layer Six - In the past, did/have you...
    -- Drank alcohol: um yea
    -- Smoke(d): yea
    -- Done a drug: yea
    -- Made Out: hmmm, YES
    -- Go on a date: I guess so
    -- Go to the mall?: yes
    -- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: I do have to say I missed out on that
    -- Eaten sushi: of coarse
    -- Been on stage: yea
    -- Been dumped: oh boy, have I ever
    -- Gone skating: yea, all the time when I was little, but not now
    -- Made homemade cookies: and they were damn good ones
    -- Gone skinny dipping: ever chance I get
    -- Dyed your hair: I haven't seen my natural hair color in about 4 years
    -- Stolen anything: yea

    Layer Seven - Have you ever...
    -- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: yes, I joined Rocky didn't I?!
    -- If so, was it mixed company: of coarse
    -- Been trashed or extremely intoxiated: hehehe...yea
    -- Been caught "doing something": sort of, it's a long story
    -- Been called a tease: all the time
    -- Gotten beaten up: yup
    -- Shoplifted: once or twice
    -- If so, did you get caught: no, the lights jedi do not get caught, we are one with the force
    -- Changed who you were to fit in: thought about it, sort of tryed it, hated it, will never do it again...ever

    Layer Eight - The future...

    -- Age you hope to be married: 25
    -- Numbers and Names of Children: haven't given it much thought
    -- Describe your Dream Wedding: small crowd of just my closest friends, very romantic and secluded setting
    -- How do you want to die: knowing that someone will miss me
    -- Where you want to go to college: Um, where I'm going now
    -- What do you want to be when you grow up: a forensics scientist for the FBI
    -- What country would you most like to visit: Spain, Australia

    Layer Nine - Opposite sex (or the same?)...
    -- Best eye color? anything dark
    -- Best hair color? Black or brown
    -- Short or long hair?: guys-short girls-very long
    -- Best height: my height or taller
    -- Best weight: nothing specific, I love really skinny guys and I love girls who aren't too skinny
    -- Best articles of clothing: anything long and black
    -- Best first date location: something spontaneous
    -- Best first kiss location: um, on my lips hopefully

    Layer Ten - Number of...
    -- Number of girls I have kissed in my life: I don't have enough fingers and toes
    -- Number of girls you have made out with: ditto
    -- Number of girlfriends you've had: 2
    -- Number of boys I have kissed: wow, I stopped counting a while ago
    -- Number of boys you have made out with: ditto
    -- Number of boyfriends you've had: way too many
    -- Number of drugs taken illegally: enough to know not to do it any more
    -- Number of people I could trust with my life: one one time, around 4
    -- Number of CDs that I own: I guess about 200
    -- Number of piercings: 10 (including my ears)
    -- Number of tattoos: 1, but I want one more
    -- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: only once or twice, for horseback riding stuff
    -- Number of scars on my body: I can't even begin to count them all
    -- Number of things in my past that I regret: not many

    okay, well that managed to occupy my for a little while. My room mate and her airhead friend are in the room which means I now have a headache and I'm gonna rip my fuckin hair out if I don't get out of here soon ::scrunches face::

    later
    ~A

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